Music makes you Lose Control

I am loving this weekend

Currently rediscovering the genius of John Mayer........

:)

Otherwise, some things that I've been thinking:

1. All you really need to be happy is to do exactly what you want - like Camus said "What is happiness but the simple harmony between man and his life" - and I'm just going to continue rambling because its almost 2 am and there is no one in my hallway to come knock on my door and say "lets watch another horrible movie for the sake of saving ourselves from boredom" so I can keep rambling endlessly because theres no one to stop me! I love it. Of course, its good to see people once in a while - i don't want to turn into a total hermit, but I think thats the general idea.

2. So why do you really need other people? I mean, other than my family and a few close friends the only purpose everyone else serves is - god I don't even know. Well anyway, its easier this way. Simplification is the key to everything.

3. I've never been lonely or homesick when I'm literally all alone. Case in point (or whatever the phrase is): I'm sitting here, its 2 AM - Supriya, the only other person in my hall is fast asleep - the rest of the girls are all at home. I'm not at home in Bangalore, but somehow I'm still pretty satisfied. There are days when I've got 5 people in my room and I can't shake the feeling of being completely alone in the world. Irony? Undeniably. Hmm....must think about this. Shit! Am I a misanthrope?

4. Why do I insist on scattering big words when I write - they look so out of place, especially since the rest of my writing isnt exactly pulitzer material. Maybe I'm trying to make up for my lack of writing skills by my SAT word primed vocabulary.

5. I'm sleepy

6. I have to lug the guitar and amp back to my room. Ugh...I wish I could just leave it here.

7. I wonder what Rose is doing?

8. I should sleep - I'm craving bagels again - its like the never ending crave....for FOUR YEARS....

9. Butter chicken today was soooo good

10. Tomorrow I need to study.

Ok thats all.

For more of my randomness - and if you know me at all you'll know i'm just being myself - stay tuned.

Arrivederci etc