For the first time in my life, I actually want to study and get work done.

Bumming around (alone) is entirely dissatisfying. My textbooks constantly pop into my thoughts.

Yes, this is all about the upcoming universities. I sometimes stare at the textbooks in abject terror. Beyond the phase of 'theres no way i can do this' panic, into the paralysing phase of mindless fear. Right now I'm blogging to avoid dealing with homesickness laced with fear for universities. Eurrghh.

Just study I suppose. Listen to music. Eat good food.

And most importantly, shut your brain off to all those extraneous thoughts, images and ruminations scampering around.

Ok.